I’m desperate. If anyone knows what to do about ending a sexless cycle in a four-year-long marriage, then I’m all ears.
I’ve tried everything, but I’m still lost. Before you suggest counselling, we’ve done (and still are doing) that. If you’re thinking date nights, then yes, we tried those too.
We’ve gone away for weekends, and the result has been resounding disappointments every single time. I’m sick of going through the motions and putting in the effort only for it to go nowhere. It’s like I’m nothing but a house companion. I want more than that. I deserve more.
I started to write down my feelings to make better sense of them. Somewhere between the lines of desire and despair, I’m sure you’ll see what I’ve been thinking and going through. In parts, those thoughts get sexy. On the flipside, some of my words are horrific, but I can’t say why that occurred. I guess I left nothing inside my mind. I wrote about the good, but so much of what I said bears the weight of the bad… much like the sexless part of our marriage.
Please let me know if you have any idea of what I should do.
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